Hey! All dont even know if anyone is even reading these anymore hahahaha bit pessamistic sorry .
I've been doing a little thinking and with seeing other artists work and the clear fact they just seem to imporve im kindof stuck between a rock and a hard place with my art work and my general situation with work and at home not realy had much time to think straight and the reacent influx of art coming from people i know its kind of upsetting that im stuck in this possition, dont mean to be a downr.
My friend emsi she is at the same collage i went to anjlready has come upleaps and bounds with her artwork and its fantastic she has taken what she wanted to do and so many others have done the same im proud to know them.
I realy need to get something done start my university course again or evengo back to collage to start again so i get a better grasp of it i dont know realy going to be doing some work on it soon but cant at the moment with chrismas coming up and work giving me extra hours im streched thin at the moment i cant even think straight at the moment the moment i think of something to draw im at work or cant because my girlfriend wants to go out or is already out and i have to meet her, its getting tediouse I need a holiday! Some time off or away from things for a few days away from it all and its just me and my sketchbook that would be fantastic.
Been looking at that bulletin about getting a scholarship with paid for tuition and some other sweet addons but im not going to try it there are so many other artists that do stuff for that, that would blow me out the water so wont bother lol
Im just wanting some improvement in my art and i cant do that at the moment it costs both time and money and both of wich i cant afford at the moment sooo no new stuff yet working on them when i can and will submit them as soon as i can gather my thaughts

Tooodles for now thanks

P.S. anyone who does read my journals find the spelling mistakes